In the first post in this series, Higher Consciousness I
http://drpauljohn.blogspot.com/2020/09/classifying-my-first-person-spiritual.htm,
I described how my hidden inner life revolved around three types of experience from about 1979 to 2015:
(1) “Astral” or out of body experiences (OOBE)
(2) “Assumption” experiences of “being” someone
else, connecting
(3) “Cosmic Consciousness” (CC), mainly in the
early morning before getting out of bed.
All three types of
experience were complex and diverse, going beyond most of what we read about in
the literatures, which are also very diverse.
But I learned that a very hard core scientific model (spelled out at Werbos.com/religions.htm) not only fits the experiences; it also let me probe deeper and understand better than the more superficial ”traveler’s accounts” we often see. We often see that the EXPERIENCE was very real and important, when people wrote about it, but the EXPLANATION was incomplete; many theories of astral travel are like people telling about how they walked on a flat earth, not realizing what they missed over the horizon.
A friend recently asked: “Where do YOU go in astral travel? What is YOUR connection with your body or bodies?”
OK: point one: the “astral
body” or “subtle light body” is basically just an illusion. More precisely, it
is a projection of the mind to the “working memory” of the noosphere we are
connected to. The working memory of the noosphere is a kind of mental space,
just like an internet server.
Any body we see there for ourselves is a PROJECTION of our own inner self to that other space, just as a photo we store on the internet is something we put there. Beginners may always project a kind of image of what they think their humanoid body looks like, but I have seen people project as clouds or as animals or as different people or even as dragons, all still clearly being human.
WHO is doing the projection from where?
Here there is some
tricky fuzziness, but it seems that each of us possesses a “soul” which is basically
a reserved set of “cells” in that noosphere.
I sometimes think of these as “modules” (should I call them personal ”soul modules”?). Even the mammal brain does possess various types of modules crucial to how it works; these vary from images of objects (embedded in working memory) to “action schemata” (in basal ganglia), to other things. Soul modules are not exactly the same as these, because they are allowed more complex internal structure, but they have many similarities.
So when **I**
experience astral travel, it means that my personal soul module is interfacing
with the current state of reality as manifest in the working memory of the
noosphere. When I experience assumption, it interfaces with one or more OTHER
personal soul modules, or ARCHETYPE modules which work the same way so far as I can
tell.
So when we engage in
astral travel, those 5 bodies Annie Besant talks about are all approximations
and illusions. What is physically real is the noosphere itself, and our physical
brain, and their connection. The “astral bodies” and “silver cords” are all
projections, or even symbolc representations like dream symbols, not physical realities.
The connection is always active, so long as we live, but the levels and types of
awareness on both sides can vary a lot.
But what of
assumption?
My first experience
of assumption, when I lived in College Park Maryland, came as a great shock to
me. It was my first attempt to try the real full-up version of the Rosicrucian exercise
for having an OOBE (out of body experience). I had had a number of OOBE
before,using approaches I worked out form other traditions or on my own. This
time, I opened my eyes, to see I was in someone else’s body. What’s more, I
knew the person, and had even seen the scene itself 12 hours before when I was
in that room. Both of us were very, very shocked. I never did it THAT way ever
again!
But now, here is the
idea. Soul modules have a natural way to connect, just as objects and object
modules in mammal brains do. The mathematics is basically a straightforward generalization of the mathematics of ObjectNets, described in a paper by Ili,n Kozma
and Werbos in IEEE Transactions on Computationla Intelligence. I even
have a new paper extending that math further here, but I may or may not get
around to finishing it.
In many ways,
personal Soul Modules are analogous the the Model modules which the Electric
Power Research Institute wanted to build decades ago – a major modeling system
allowing some models to approximate others (for fast operation) and connect
(for integrative cross sector modeing). Crucial to this is a concept I now call Partial
Gating. If I connect to person X, I do not have to BECOME that person 100% or
vice versa; the noosphere brain evolved to exploit PARTIAL gating, where I can
learn something form someone and establish a harmonious relation, WITHOUT
trying to take on the FUL L complexity which that other person has.
Jane Roberts is an example
of someone who has really experienced this
kind of state, even if the more formal words about it are less trustworthy.
We are moved by nature both to be CONSCIOUS about how we MOVE our awareness, to learn more skills of partial gating, and to establish long-term connections both conscious and habitual. We are called to learn how to build more harmonious connections, and gradually expand how much we can input in our partial gating without creating negative feelings.
“Qi” is the term I
usually use BOTH for what Freud called “psychic energy” (both affective and
cognitive, following the mathematics of modulated backpropagation) and for the
physical interface of soul and body/brain. Better understanding of qi will be crucial to better understanding of all of this, too complicated for this post.
I now view “cosmic
consciousness” as a state of partial gating to the overall mind of our
noosphere (and what it is gated to?).
We can never BE the
whole thing, and urgently need many new types of humility to survive all this.
But a harmonious PARTIAL gating puts us more in harmony with the whole thing,
and also gives more true spiritual longevity. Many of us have learned many new
skills for strengthening hat gating; for example, on Faecook, I recently
posted: https://www.facebook.com/paul.werbos/posts/3688401927856864
People ask: WHERE in
the body is the interface? Of course, it varies as different people LEARN
different interfaces. I like Pete Sanders' nice little overview on some common
types of people, learning different interfaces, a bit like chakras. We are
called to learn more, and to integrate.
It turns out that the noosphere species model assumed here is fully consistent with a viewpoint in physics called "Einsteinian realism." Einstein type models are far richer than most people realize yet. It reminds me of chaos theory, the time when people discovered that even "simple" ordinary differential equations allow for much richer emergent behavior than was once believed. Of course, it is always conceivable that reality is weirder than Einstein thought (even though new math shows how standard quantum stuff fits). Could the world we think we live in actually be just another part of the astral plane? Could we be living in a computer simulation or computerized school program? Even Einstein math can predict "macroscopic Schrodinger cats", due to interesting resonance effects. But even those major rethinks still tend to support his kind of model. It helps to have at least one solid coherent model which fits what we do know.
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